Written @ 3:03 AM
Chapter 121 : Life ;
What do you feel when you see a newborn at the hospital?
What do you feel when you see a person close their eyes and never to open it again?
It's all part of our lives.
Life and death. They're the opposite of one another.
Just like your feelings.
Happy and sad.
When you see a person die in front of you,
be it your family member, your friend, or your enemy,
what are your feelings?
It's nothing you can describe.
Because they're all mixed up. and you wouldn't be yourself then.
Death is something that's been ocurring in my family.
I wanna tell the Gods above to stop the joke already.
But I can't.I don't even know if they really exist.
First it was my sickly grandmother.
Then it was my beloved father.
And now, my uncle that had been healthy last month?!
Why are the Gods playing a practical joke on us?
Is it that we've done something that had offended them?
Is it something that we cannot avoid?
Apparently, it is.
Death is unavoidable.
We'd have to face it.
BUT WHY THREE TIMES?
I've had enough already.
Please, stop it.
I need a break.
Freeze the time. I want my dad back.
I want all of my family members back to my life again.
I know, it's impossible.
Call me stupid but I really hate what they'd done to them.
But anyway,
just fyi, I'm not emo.
Haiz. The Gods have got no idea how they're torturing me now.
xoxo-
celine ♥
Give me a break lah!
Written @ 7:48 AM
Chapter 120 : Examsexamsexams ( oh god. I saw an obscene word in it. don't mind it. );
Exams are in a few weeks and look where I am.
In front of the laptop. How clever. NOT.
I know it's not the right time to be online XD
But I have to do my Sejarah folio, which, I'm not doing. TEE HEE.
Sooo, to let you know, I especially hate people who have absolutely no idea about you or your life asking you about your status/who you're talking about.
EH, WHO ARE YOU TO KNOW ABOUT MY LIFE? -.-
And oh, you just come out of the blue asking me who is it blah blah blah. and then chat at my status?
WALAO. It's MY status not yours okay? =.=
YOU THINK YOU'RE ME AH? You're not even CLOSE to being my brother or sister. GET YOUR OWN LIFE LAH. Why do you need mine? =-=
A bunch of lifeless assholes and whores.
You think you really care about me? I DON'T THINK SO. YOU'RE JUST CURIOUS TO WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT AND THEN TELL IT OFF TO THE WHOLE WORLD, isn't it?
All your worthless schemes. Pfft. Lame. Like I'm going to fall for that.
Unless you're one of my closest friends lah then I'll tell you.
But YOU? I don't even talk to you at school. I HARDLY KNOW YOU. So, please. GET LOST.
And don't think you understand me, cse you don't.
Okay. Case closed. Buhbye.
I don't wanna write anymore hatred statuses in Fb anymore.
I'll just write it in twitter or here.
So people won't comment and ask me useless questions which I'm lazy to answer.
Urgh. I wasn't gonna write THOSE out in my blog. But nvm.
For the time being, I think I'm going to quit SA for a while.
My schedule's been reaaaalllyyyy pack these days. I don't even have the time to update my dear bloggie. :(
He's dying! ( not that I really care..but still. XD )
PIANO, SND, TENNIS!!!
AHHHH. EXAMS. FOLIOS! Damn it lah. -.-
Hmm. Miss dad these few days. Don't know why.
I'll think of him and tears would be filling up in my eyes for no reason.
But then I'd rather let it stay in my eyes before flowing down.
Because I can't guarantee that I'll stop once I start.
Lols.
Another crappy post by me. Forgive me.
xoxo-
celine(: ♥ pan-da.
crying in the shower is actually similar to crying in the rain y'know. :D
Written @ 5:41 AM
Chapter 119 : 今天的我，不是我 ~ ;
Today just sucked. Sigh.
Was so darn tired in class.
Kept sleeping. Got called by Mr. Guna -.-
Mr. Guna : Why is that girl behind there like that?
Me : *wakes up* zzz.
Mr. Guna : Are you sick? Do you need to go home?
Me : -blur condition- Nooo.
Mr. Guna : Ok. Stand up.
ZZZZ lah! His period was over already. That's why I slept .
And Pn. Soh =.=
I was like..staring at the Lit. book blankly, thinking of some stuff.
Then she was like : RIGHT CELINE?!
Lol. then I just nodded. Blur case sia.
Oh, I played tennis with Cw today. Walao eh. Jialat sial.
Played like a beginner. I don't know if it's the racquet's problem or what. Or is it just me..-.-
Tomorrow playing again. Hope I won't be so noob. Wish me luck.
I'm getting worse and worse by the day.
I don't know if I can make it to the Nationals.
MSSM is on the 10th of May. and OH GUESS WHAT?!!
Mid-year's on the 10th of May toooo. I AM OFFICIALLY DOOOOOMED.
Shit. SHIT LAH!!! =-=
Lots of things to do.
I need more time.
Please give me 48 hours a day and I'll thank you.
SO MUCH. T.T !!
for now, fml. :(
xoxo-
celine.
Please save me if you can. FML! ;
Written @ 7:37 AM
Chapter 118 : Sunburn AH! XD ;
The worst sunburn of all camps. =|
But at least I'm a LOT better than Tungie XD
She's like... LOL!
It's too hard for words to describe.
I ain't gonna write about the camp.
Cse I'm 99.9 % sure I'll write something vulgar in this post..hmm.
PLUS it's an uber-packed schedule I might say.
That explains our blackiness. XD
No time for sunblock. blah.
I don't mind being black and all.
It's just that my skin peels in a way that you have to cover your face everytime you go somewhere.
Joanne and Fang Suen peeled my skin in tuition yesterday.
They even peeled out a fish! -.- with bubbles. zzz.
IT WAS FREAKING PAIN after they peeled it, not when they were peeling it. Swt.
Today, I came to school with a rather big fish on my forehead. Lol.
So, it was like..
A black layer on the top, a big blotch of peeled off skin ( which is super disgusting if you ask me ) , and.. dead skin everywhere.
Yes, in fact, I look like I have a skin disease. Awesome ey? NOT.
Nicholas was 10000 times worse than me. :P
I scratched out my dead skin in class today. For a whole period, which means 40 minutes. LOL.
and Ngiow thought that my burnt skin was ITCHY. XD
After my forehead, it was..my nose. The worst part of it all.
My skin is ALMOST heeled by now. And I'ma wash it later.
OH RIGHT. My face...is covered with pimples again! T.T !!
LAO WEH, I tried my very best to wash it and now it's invading my face again.
Ohhh welllll, that's all for now!
Back to my stupid busy life.
Buh byeeee!
P.S. : ITCHYNESS ALERT!! ARGHH.
xoxo-
celine(: ♥ pan-da.
Oh, so I'm not that important? ;
Written @ 2:57 AM
Chapter 117 : Sch Mag. + SA ;
Sorry for not updating. Been busy this week.
Well, life's been hectic.
Next week's another camp week.
Usaha + Maju + Side Badges .
I hope that they'll stop the camps for a while and wait till it's the next term.
Cse MAY is gonna be..a really, really busy month for me.
I got scolded by my mom because I had to stay back for so many days.
I don't blame her for that though, I blame myself for being involved in so many activities.
The Magazine Crew is starting their jobs already. Thank goodness I'm just a minor part of it.
I guess I don't have to be at their meetings all the time right? Since I only have one job and that is to collect the articles from the people who are eager to be in the school magazine. Sadly, very little people agreed to write.
To be exact, NOBODY wants to be in it. Except for Nitin, that is.
I'm kinda shocked. I asked about..4 people and 3 of'em said no.
Why? If it's like this then I'd have to write one of my own and hand it to Ms. Shik.
I don't get it. Dev, Samantha and Felicia are great writers but they don't wanna write? Lol.
Actually two of'em said " see first " as in.."NO, I'm not gonna write. I just said that because I don't know how to reject you. " Haha. If you pass me your article, I'd be happy to receive it.
Be more like Nitin. " Yeah, sure. " I'm sure he'd write out a nice article for the Mag.
Maybe I'll ask the 2A2 peeps. :O
Sudden Attack.
I AM NOT A PRO. Please don't say that. T.T
Liow helped me level up lah. =.=
I'm sure all of you can beat me flat.
It's just that my level is higher, which is, honestly, FAKE.
Nonetheless, I AM sorta addicted to it now.
I LOVE SNIPER, but I just can't aim properly. And I don't really know how to use it.
Thus, being the cowardly coward I am, sniper is not my best option. Haha.
I don't know why, but I get pawned by people most of the times, and when it's MY turn ( the chances are slim tho. -.- ) to pawn them, I get HEADSHOTS. Oh yeahh. But hey, seriously, I don't purposely aim for their heads. That's why, I'm saying that I'm lucky. and, I AM. :P
Out of the blue, Aaron and Zi Hang asked for my ID for SA. Swt. They didn't know how noob I was.
I asked them to give me theirs instead, because of my stupid ID. Wtf.
Shouldn't have put that name, it sounds stupid.
I went to the SA facebook fanpage and saw photos.
scoleyx! -screams- LOL. My idol for SA.
scoleyx and xKaSuMi. Kasumi is a gal! Talk about awesomeness!
scoleyx is in DuskBin while xKaSuMi is in LADY|Asiasoft.MY. So coooool.
Random SA Web. =)
DuskBin.
DuskBin Wins SAGC Grand Finals 'o9.
Click click click! DUSKBIN!! LOL.
Liow's thinkin' of making a new clan. I'd be the vice :D HAHAHA, noob vice.
I'll try to improve my skills and all. Hope I won't disappoint anyone especially the people that have high hopes on me. LOL. I sound like I'm going to go for some tournament or something.
Wheeeeeee.
SA rocks to the max! x231821739243429189 ♥
you can call me PrinceJayyh; XD
xoxo-
celine(: ♥ sa ♥ pan-da;
will you notice me next time I walked pass you? ; {♥}
Written @ 1:18 PM
Chapter 116 : Something about what I do at home...~ ;
This post will be about my relationship with my beloved piano, tennis and books. ♥
Yes, I have relationshipS. xD I'm a playgirl, so what? They're not human, are they? :)
* Kawai Piano. Although its tune is not really nice to hear, but it is still my cool and lovely piano. I LOVE IT! *
I started learning the piano at the age of 9. Yes, quite a late age to be learning it.
My parents didn't send me earlier because they were afraid I'd give up just like my dear brother.
So yeah, level 1, 2, 3 and so onnn. ( that was boring, I mean, SERIOUSLY. )
I was like..playing the same note all over again in the first lesson. -.-
Back then, I was even scared that the other piano students would overhear me practising,
playing the same note again and again, so I turned the piano volume down. Only me myself can hear what I'm practising, which is the same note again and again. =.=
Then it was Mary Had A Little Lamb. and that flower song. Lulala Lulala Lula Lula Lehhh or something like that. wtf ?
Got reaaaaally pissed off because the teacher didn't let me skip those ridiculous songs. :P
I shall skip to the Grade 1 part. Muahahaha.
I started my exam pieces when I was..11. Right, I remember now.
I skipped Grade 2 and didn't do the exam when I was 12 cse I had UPSR.
Stupid teacher, I WOULD, AND COULD DO THE EXAM if it wasn't for her.
But who cares, it's over now. =\
Grade 3 was last year. Ugh, I had to wear a damn DRESS to the room. Not to forget the weird shoes that made my feet ache like hell. RED SPOTS ALL OVER. OHHHH THE HORRORRRR.
I got really nervous and played all the wrong notes. Well not all lah, but SOME. WHICH IS BAD. T.T
All the pieces had mistakes. That's what I'm pissed off about.
THANK GOD I didn't make any mistakes during the scales. What a relief.
AHH, now we've reached the climax. HEHEHE.
THIS YEAR, yours trully will be taking a GRADE 4 exam, which is I-don't-know-and-don't-care when.
My pieces and scales are..well, not very good. Not enough practice. The pieces are horribly hard too, if you're wondering. T^T
Yeah well, the video uploader in Blogger KILLS TIME. So I'm not going to upload it anyway.
Other than playing the pianooooo, I enjoy Tennis and reading as well. Tennis is majorly fun! When you win points. Hahaha, just kidding. It's enjoyable when you play with friends. Or maybe win prizes you'd never expect to win. And well, being a representative for your state is SO SO SO... UGH. Proud? Oh yeah.
I have no Tennis photos. :(
BUT I have this!
Last year's photo. Yong Zhin's not in it tho. She was the camerawoman. =D
Reading is next on my list. ACTUALLY, it is ALWAYS on my list.
My current book.
My Best Friend's Girl
Just bought it yesterday. It's quite a nice read. Not about mushy love stories, but YES, it's about love, death, forgiveness, acceptance..etc etc.
It was recommended by Sze Ee! Sze Ee jiejie, next time I'd want to borrow some of your story books okay? XD
My bookworm self has came to life once again!
She died for months, and now she's back.
Gonna have to read more if I want my article to be in the school magazine. =)
I'd have to improve my writing skills. and of course, my creativity. I lack of that. :(
p.s. : Kevin is soooo good with that. What with the Barney and Buzz Lightyear story. Laughed our asses off when we heard the story. Especially when Buzz Lightyear blasted off all their kids. XD
READING IS PART OF MY LIFE, IF YOU REMOVE IT, I SHALL CURSE YOU FOREVER! BWAHAHAHAHA.
Kidding. BUT BEWARE. It might happen to you someday.
Okay, my non-stop blabbering will stop here.
OH DID I MENTION THAT I KEEP DYING IN SUDDEN ATTACK ?! Right, I didn't.
xoxo-
celine(: ♥ pan-da.
i miss you every second of my life. believe me, i do.
Written @ 3:29 AM
Chapter 115 : I Love You DARLING ^^ ;
LOL. April Fool !! :D
and NOOO, I'm not having a relationship with anyone. Lalala.
Walao, my bro's friends are sooooo..haiz. XD
My bro just changed into " In A Relationship " and EVERYONE ( kinda ) believed him. Damn.
How cool is that? But...HEY, maybe he IS in a relationship with someone. O__O
IT'S JUST THAT I DON'T KNOW.... Nah, I don't think so. (:
Hmm. So today I dah kenakan 2 people. Another one more to gooo, I'ma wait for him to wake up.
At first I didn't know what to trick, until this happened...
-Ngiow walking towards us-
Liow : Eh Niao, shoelaces untied.
Ngiow : -looks down-
Liow : APRIL FOOL LA XIAO JIEEE!!
LOL. THAT was easy.
Next...
Liow : Eh Pz, your hair got something.
Pz : -touches her hair-
Liow : APRIL FOOOOOL!
Pz : -.-
HAHAH. Pz's expression was PRICELESS. and cute. :D
Then after singing our school's anthem...
Me ( to Evonne ) : Eh, shoelaces untied. ( lalala, same trick ;D )
Evonne : -looks down-
Me : APRIL FOOL ~~ Hahahaa.
Yeah yeah, I copied Liow's trick. Gahahah.
And..at recess time,
Tung : CELINEEE ~ I like your earsss. ( and something like that, i forgot )
Me : THANK YOU! :D
Tung : Celine, there's something on your shoulders!
Me : I KNOW LAH APRIL FOOL LAHH.
Tung : Noooo, it's not!
Then she went away. HAHA.
When school dismissed, I KENAKAN my mum. Muahahaha. Don't ask how it happened but YES, it was shoooo funnehh! XD
Hmm, now I'm waiting for my bro to wake up. Well, actually, more like waiting for my mum to finish cooking dinner so I can wake my bro up. :D And KENAKAN him. MUAHAHAHAHA. >D
That's all for now! BYEEE!
&&. Please, don't say April Fool's day is for foolish people, it's not.
It's a fun day that all of us can tell white lies but not get punished! =)
HAVE FUN !!!
Even old people can have fun, why can't you? :)
xoxo-
celine(: ♥ pan-da.
you know what? i l y . and that's not even a lie. (;
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