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Written @ 4:58 AM
Chapter 150 : Oh, like seriously. 

*you can seriously skip this part. I was just angry that time. :D * 
and, I know, my blog posts has been really...lame these days. 

First of all, I DID NOT SPOIL THE KEYBOARD, nor was it my fault. 
Why are you so angry? Isn't it obvious that it was you?
Weren't you the one who were so anxious about the laptop's whereabout?
When I booted the laptop up in the Magazine room, I knew that something was wrong. 
The laptop beeped like several times and it was like about to explode or something. 
and when Dan Peng's pendrive got connected, the laptop was lagging like shit. -.- 
AND the number "1" went cuckoo. ==

WELL, let's just say I had a bad day because HE came yelling at me once I got home ALREADY exhausted like hell. DUUUUUDE, YOU were the one who used the laptop 24/7. Not me. 
YOU AND I KNOW THAT. 
And, tell me, WHY did the keyboard go crazy once I used it? What? My hand so geng ah. -.-
YEAH LAH YEAH LAH my fault lah. Every single time you'd push all the blame to me.
And you act like you're innocent or something.
Fine then, innocent angel, it's my fault. Let me take the blame. 
What about you? Oh, YOU be the one who's going to save the day. 
Yeah, you're a superhero. My ass lah. == 
You can't say that you didn't do anything wrong, because I've used the laptop for so long and nothing happened to it. 
You know who's the saddest? MOM is. So can you just suck up those bad words because it ain't helping dude! Stop being so whiny won't you? 
I'm not blaming entirely on you; I have responsibilities too. 


you know who you are. I don't have to type it out.
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Let's put aside the bad thoughts. 
So today during Scout, we had a competition among 3 ( yes 3, sad right. lol. ) patrols.
Neeyen and I were in charge of Patrol 1, which consists of Khay Tze (PL), Yu Heng, Wei Sze ( Burger ), Zhen Wang and... err I forgot what his name was, but he's really tiny. :) 
Yu Heng went back early. -.- 

First came kawad. Practiced a little and asked Khay Tze to become the commander. 
SO CUTE LAH HIM. XD  He kept turning his head and asked us what to do next. 
The funniest part was during Tukar Langkah. He got stuck! LOL.
" TUK......!" LOLOLOL. Epiccccc. He did that twice somemoreee. 
Couldn't stop laughing with Neeyen although we were kinda forbidden to do that. lol. 
Burger kept doing the wrong footings and all. Burger memang Burger eh? ;D ;D 
I wonder why he's called Burger...

To tell you the truth, our patrol was not bad, as all of them had competed during Hari Q. 
I'm impressed~~ :)  
We gave quite high marks to them. o.O See, we so lenient ~ xD 
But seriously lar, they're quite good. 
Our patrol got FIRST! AHAHA. 
Congratulationssssss. Best commander went to Bing Yan. :) 
They should seriously add another award - Cutest Commander. 
HAHAHA. Don't mind me, I can be crazy sometimes.


After that, it was another competition, which was ikatan. 
They had to tie all the tali and make as much ikatans as they can.
Maju or Jaya ikatans shall be given 3 marks. 
Omg, my patrol damn pro. HAHA. 
Thanks to Khay Tze. =) 
Our patrol got overall champion~ Yay. LOL. 





oops. I didn't had the chance to read Brisingr today. 
So sorry my lovely book. :DD
I shall read you when I have the time. 
You have served me well and I shan't neglect you. 
HAHA. 




LAST BUT NOT LEAST, 

Let Bygones Be Bygones. So I shall let my cruel past be bygones. I shall let my hates me bygones. I shall let my everything be bygones. K la not everything, but, some things are really meant to be bygones. BYGONES! BEGONE! LOL. I sound like I'm casting a spell. 


HEY, I read this somewhere in Brisingr right after Pn. Soh asked about it.
Wheeeeeeeeee. So ngam right. :D 




xoxo-
celine. ♥ 
there's so much I wanna tell you,
but I can't bring myself to say.


Written @ 5:18 AM
Chapter 149 : Those Whatever-Shits (: 



Funny how you say bad things about someone really obviously and they find out and you say " Oh crap he/she found out about it! " and then that person informs his/her friend about it on Facebook and you find out about it and say " Oh shit he/she and his/her friends are gonna kill me! " cowardly but knowing inside that they wouldn't even dare to lay a finger on you because they're cowardly too. lol. (: 

Well bish ( another way of saying the b word. :D ), before you say anything vulgar about me, let me tell you this : Don't mess with me, because you and I know that I'm so much smarter than you. :) 
If you think that it's you then it's you lah. :D 
Not that I can stop you from saying so, riiiighhhht? HEHEH. 


Yeah things happen. That's why some things are meant to be kept private. 


Whatever... that's not the point. LOL. 
Actually, this post doesn't have a point. 
I'm catching up on my life these days and I hope I won't be lazy anymore. -.- 
Yes, people who knows me well knows that I'm a lazee person who doesn't give a damn shit on anything. 
I'm working on that though. o.O 
I know in your heart you're probably saying : HA! I bet that wouldn't work either! 
Lalala. =D  Because I'm fly like that yo. 
But sometimes, I really wanna shoot myself with M16. lol. 
Cannot tahan myself. @.@  I just don't have the urge to dooo it. 
I'm sorryyyy. I'll try to change okay? :(
I know that I've disappointed you countless times. I'm sorry, I really am.

You can say that my results are terrible.
I can't even get A for Moral. LOL. 
Yeah that's how terrible my results can get. 
Oh well. I'd have to work a lot more harder next time.
I know I can. 
End-year's is in 2 months. 
WORK IT MAN.


Oh yeah, I'm almost done with Musician's Song. Just need more and more practice. 
Once again, I know I can. :) 
With or without teacher's help. I AM GOING TO DO ITTTTTT. AHHHHH. 
And after I do it I shall post it here. HAHA. Just wait patiently...maybe it won't go here. 
Maybeeee. and what about my mag article? :P 
Do you guys wanna see? Don't think so.
It is quite violent, as my mom says so. -__- 
but I think it's okay with me. lol. Lazy to change the whole storyline lerh. @@ 




Oh dang it, my face peeeeeeling. Haih. :( 
Luckily it wasn't sunburn though. 
I am grateful. :) 




xoxo
celine. ♥ turn it upside down




it's weird how you don't even ask about things you usually ask..
you've changed thoroughly; I don't even know you anymore. 


Written @ 5:12 AM
Chapter 148 : Lalala Duty Lalala. ; 

IT RAINED! 
THUNDER, LIGHTNING!! MUAHAHAAHAHAA.
Right.


I reached Bukit Beruang late because my Mom and brother wanted to eat Yong Tau Fooooo.
No, I ain't blamin` them, just sayin`. :) 

Reached there and saw Gim Hwang at the roadside being a traffic police.
Ran to the hall and wrote my name. Saw many Munshi and Mutahir's scouts. 
First task : Carried tables/sofas/whatever shit there was to be carried. 
Sorry but I don't have stamina. Hahaha. 
Hands were wobbly after carrying the tables and sofas. 
Then it started raining. 

......
Neeyen and I were bored so we wandered around their school doing nothing.
Yeah, nothing. Absolutely nothing. 
Luckily, we went down to the roadside and helped the other traffic polices. :D
The air was more refreshing than inside the hall~ 
So we decided to stay there and be kepos. XD 
Wheeeeee. The RELA people are freakin` funnehhhh. 
Stood there for who-knows-how-long and told people the same thing all over again:
满了满了~~这边不可以park车~~
Got one guy ahh, sibeh guailan lo. -.-
" 让开!"
You think your son very big ah! Elehhh~~
Pui lah. -.- 

Movin` on! 
 We went up the hill and...
prevented cars from parking at that particular parking spot. 
Was very BORED. 


So lovinggg. Haha.


Let me introduce one of the RELA people to you :
Chua Seak Sin


Also known as : Police Chua. 
HAHA. Awesome dude.
Guess how old is he? He's very young but he already has his own name card. :) 
So cool right. 


Haha continuing with what I wrote just now:
So Police arranged our shifts for us to rest and eat.
Only 15 minutes. :D But that was enough. 
I wasn't that hungry so I didn't eat. Bought a cup of Soya though.
Neeyen used up her coupons by buying sushi. Lol.
So I had to give her some of my coupons. ( Luckily it's free. )

After that, we went back to the place where we were on duty. 
Bored as usual. 
Until this happened : 


<-- 1, 2, 3, CHING!! Haha :D 

If you're wonderin` what they were doin`, they were arah-ing the cars to go that way. :) 
Very creative indeed. 
Wyz quotes :
"人家开心,我们也开心,酱子每个人都很开心,是不是?"
True that. :)


And then everybody started joining in...
o.O


Laughing like wth. XD


Kiddies. :D 
Hahaaa.



And then there was a jam. O.O
and then Mr. Lye asked us to stop our duty and help him clean up and arrange the tables back to their places. :3 
I hate that. Lol. 
I'd rather stand under the hot sun arah-ing cars than pick up those filthy rubbish. 
Teehee. I'm not that hygienic though. :P 
Hmm, I was pretty lazy after that. 
YES, I was. :( 
Sorry but my energy was all drained out and I was about to die. 
Nolahhh. If want die then hen zao jiu die liao lo! XD

Laterrr, Mr. Lye gave out the certificates to the 3 schools, including St. David of course.
But...apparently one of the school's scouts went back (already). 
Hahahaha. -.- not funny. 
Lol.
Oh yeah, and Mr. Lye wanted to give the cert to Yeu Jian too~

Mr. Lye : 那个没有穿衣服的我也是给啦~ 
Everyone : ????
Mr. Lye: Eh? 不是不是,是那个没有穿 Full U 的! 

Hahaha. Mr. Lye so cute lah. XD XD 


And then~ 
Home Sweet Home. ♥
There is no place like home. 
Fyi, my back still hurts.
My neck is burning. 
I can't extend my arms. 
Lala.
Whatever. 
Oh, and I hate that bitch.



xoxo-
celine. ♥ 16th Fort.
I am content with happiness. XD 
Begone, emo days. 


Don't ever come back again. I beg you. 
Just eff off. Haha. 




Written @ 6:52 AM
Chapter 147 : I can't do it. 

this post is going to be really emo so if you can't take an emo person then you might as well just click that x on the top right( zzz ) corner up there. thank you. fyi, I don't really need another visitor...


Left and Right (*edited)
When nothing goes right, go left. 
The problem is, I don't have anywhere to go.. 



I am still not myself. Sorry. 
I have been using the F word for a lot this week. -.-
I cannot resist the urge to do it. Lalala.
It has certainly become a bad habit of mine; I should stop.
Like seriously. = =


So we got back like a few papers today and guess what?
I HATE MYSELF.
LALALA. =.= 
I have the desire to get awesome results but seriously, I can never, and never will get the results I want. 

Kaay, here's some shit you might wanna know:
 Don't ask me if I'm depressed. Because I am.
Don't ask me if I'm angry. Because I am.
Don't ask me if I'm frustrated. Because I am. 
Don't ask me if I'm crazy. Because I am. 

So if you actually saw me laughing like whatever fuckin shit, I AM really depressed and frustrated. -.-
You just can't see it. 
Because all you can see and hear are those fuckin irritating laughs. 
I don't know why I do that, because I just do. 
It's not because I'm happy. It's just...never mind. 
Nobody can or will understand anyway. 
But whatever. 


Getting into the Top 15 is the only limit I can go. I can't exceed any more than that. Unless the Top 10 people got sick and...you know what I mean. 
And yeah, all I got is my mum's scolding. Not to mention LOSING in Perlis after that week of training when we had our tests. =_=
We didn't even win one frickin state?  Penang just sucks. A LOT. Freakin bitches. 
YEAH THAT REALLY HELPED A LOT. not. 


If you're wondering, it's not really so much about the SLR right now.
It's about how I perform for every test. Minor or major, no matter. 
I can't exceed anymore okay! I just can't. 




I can't do it. 





xoxo-
celine. 


depressing moment means going online more often. 
it's not gonna help, is it? 
yeah I know. 

Written @ 6:26 AM
Chapter 146 : Sucky day(s) ; 


this post has too many vulgar words in it,
although I've already reduced it quite a lot. ~.~
if you don't feel like reading this long and full of vulgarities post, you may leave now.
I won't blame you.
My blog will. 


Worst days of my already-suckish life. 
You know why? 
Because apparently now that I've finished my monthly exams,
I know that my...

CANON EOS 1000D

...is getting further and further (and further) away from me. :( 


or maybe 550D? 
:)

YOU CAN'T SEE THE DIFFERENCE BECAUSE YOU'RE RETARDED. 
Just kidding.

Bahhhh no matter which SLR I'm planning to buy,
I STILL CAN'T HAVE IT. WTF.

My dreams had been shattered once I got the maths and KH paper. lol. 
How sad. 
The reason why I actually studied is because of this darling. :D 
Having a Digital SLR is my goal of life by the moment.
I HAVE TO GET ONE.
I JUST HAVE TO. 
Sorry for blabbering. 

I seriously almost floated up to the sky when I knew my Geography result.
But then, people got almost the same marks as me.
I have no reason at all to be happy.
Nonetheless, I still thank my mom for teaching me. =)

English? =|
Disappointed in myself. Hahhh. 
Sorry CELINE. ( -.- )

The others K.O. of course.
I just don't have the OOOOHM to have better results than any other living human being in my class.
Believe me, the people in my class are superhumans. 
Super. =D 
Not insulting! Praising. 


Yeah today I went to the library as usual and studied! 
No, I went there to borrow Birsingr back homeee. Wheeee finally.
I WAITED FOR LIKE SO DAMN FUCKIN LONG FOR THE BOOK TO BE BORROWED. 
Librarians, sorry to say, 
but, do you guys even have eyes? lol. no offence though.
Siapa makan cili, dia yang rasa pedas. 

Well at least Pon Kok Keong noticed my presence. ==
Convo ( not translated ) :
Me
PKK

" 哇考试还没有完就要借书了? "
"是啦。"
“几时借都可以的嘛~”
“哎呀不可以tahan了。考试后可以看~”
"哇不可以tahan! 原来老师的儿子( wtf he thinks I'm a guy. ) 喜欢看故事书的~ " 


And yes, Kok Keong, I'm a guy (?) 
Lol.
Talkin` about freshman, 
you know that one freshman prefect? 
who pulls you when you don't have a tie? 
yeah that's the one. 
On the first day of school, also first day of monthly exams,
of course lah there wasn't assembly. -.- 
She pulled me like she was pulling a cow and asked so damn rudely,
"Where's your tie?!"
I SO wanted to answer her " THERE IT IS. You fuckin took it. You didn't know? " 
=.=
My dear freshman, I advise you to act properly before your sophomore senior,
because you may do that to me, but if you do that to the other seniors, 
you might not make it out alive.  
This year's freshman are really, really annoying and rude. 
Okay, SOME. 
Imagine lah we seniors have to face those childish immature kiddies for another 3 more years.
1 year is enough.


Oh, and I think my Seni is going to get really low marks this time.
Maybe not as low as maths or KH, but yeah. 
MAYBE, just maybe, there might be a miracle.
Which is, highly appreciated if someone was to grant me a wish. 
I would want infinite miracles happen to me when I'm in trouble.
But I know, that would be impossible. 
Mission impossible indeed.
I guess I can't get my first ever SLR with this kind of shit result.
I try to study hard but all I get is just some kind of disappointment I didn't want.
English? PSHHH like that's gonna help me for my future result. 
AS IF I'm going to get a scholarship through English.
I have to excel in my other subjects too you know. 
You know what? I don't even know who I'm talking to. -.-

If you're wondering...
which I doubt you're not,
My facebook status is referring to a bunch of idiots who do not know the meaning of privacy among students.
They just can't keep their mouth shut, can they?
If you don't know what I'm talking about, it's better you don't.
lol.
and don't ask. 
I have my own fuckin privacy.
Thank you.

Lastly, I notice that a huge amount of students, including me, 
are largely disappointed by the result - or coming result - they get.
Well, all I can say is,
SHUT THE FUCK UP I BECAUSE I AM NO BETTER THAN YOU GUYS.
Don't give up and keep on trying. At least you know there's someone worse than you. 
And that person is me. 
Examinations are like earning money.
When you get more money, you get real happy right?
But when you don't, you get real emo and sad. 
Think of it like this : 
THINK OF THE OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE POORER THAN YOU.
THINK OF THE OTHER PEOPLE WHO HAS WORSE RESULTS THAN YOU.
THEY SUFFER MORE.   
However, all of us must strive to get better results and improve. 
Don't take this as your goal, because it sounds wrong. -_-
I sound wrong. lol whatever. 



yeah that's about all. ciao people. 
for the next post I might let you guys know my results. 
not that I wanna show off or something.
oh, right, I have absolutely nothing to show off about. 










xoxo-
celine. ♥ reality sucks. 
I wanna get back to my dreams. zzz.



Life sucks. Reality sucks more.





Written @ 11:04 PM
Chapter 145 : Lala? ;P   ;


HAHAHA. -.-
So terribly sorry for the terribly late update.
Blame my terribly terrible brother. 
Why? OH, nothing much really.
His computer just rosak-ed for no reason and that's why he uses the laptop nowadays. 
Which concludes that I have no reasonable chance to use the laptop. 
HAH, another reason is.. that.. erm, exams are near. 
So yeah. BUT, that doesn't mean I studied the whole day. 


Oh yeah, it's kinda late, but I would like to officially congratulate 16th Fort Scout for getting 3rd place in the kawad kaki competition. =) You guys rock! 
They're kinda having a party right now. Sometimes, I just feel so left out. 
Just kidding. (: Have fun guys. 


I watched Crows Zero - an awesome movie - during the days I didn't had the chance to go online. 


It's mainly about Japanese chao ah-bengs and blood. A lot of blood. :D 
Well, that's only my opinion. But I find Jap chao ah-bengs kinda cool. Unlike those Malaysian chao ah-bengs wannabes. LOL. Just kidding, but yeah, totally trueee. 
Here's the summary I found in the internet.

The Suzuran Senior High School for Boys, nicknamed "The School of Crows", is the poorest achieving, most violent school in the country. The students are called "crows" and they band together in factions, battling each other for influence and power. But they all share a common goal ... one that has never been reached in the school's history: unification. No one faction has ever reigned supreme. 


Vicious and violent, ain't it?
It's awesome! :P
*Click here to know more.* 

Crows Zero II 


P.S.: The 3rd one from the right is sho hot. HAHA. 

Well, his hair adds up a lot of marks for his hotness. LOL. ♥

I found this link and I think the captions are quite funnehh. 


My summary : 
Again, a lot of blood. Genji's hair is still sticky.
Addition of a hot guy and gays. Lots of gays. 
Serizawa's hair is equally gross as Genji's. :P
The Mikami Brothers have cute personalities. XD 
Genji and Ruka did not get together. T_T 
And, guys caked with blood are so not hot. 
In fact, they're pretty ugly and bloody. (:


I'm sure you don't know what the hell I'm trying to portrait here. 
Thus, I'm just gonna let you review the summary I found.

The story is set about 8 months after the first movie. Genji is close to graduation at Suzuran High School, but one last matter must be settled with a rival school.

Genji (Shun Oguri) still hasn't quite managed to unify badass haven Suzuran High School under one leader due to a decisive loss to the mysterious Rindaman.

Unfortunately his goal of local domination must be put on hold when a long-standing truce with rival high school Housen Gakuen is suddenly broken. Led by the ferocious Taiga Narumi (Kaneko Nobuaki), Housen launches an all-out assault on Suzuran, throwing the reigning toughest school in all of Japan into a state of crisis.


Yeahh. 
If you still don't get it,
I think you'd better go watch the movie.
You won't regret it. :D 



One more thing,
I got distinction for my Speech n Drama exam.
HAH. In your face, dumbass. *referring to a really obnoxious loser
90 marks babehh. 
I ROCK. 
TEEHEE. 


LOL. and and, I just finished Eldest! Shall continue on with Brisingr after the examinations.
Brisingr, please wait for me. XD ♥



xoxo-
celine. ♥ brriiissinggrr. 



I'm still lacking on KH and Science. As if that' gonna help. ;( 






Written @ 2:08 AM
Chapter 144 : YOOOOO. ;


So yeah, a number of you guys asked me about my piano exam. 
IT WAS.. AWESOME OKAY LAH. 
I can't say it's bad and I can't say it's good either. 
It's somewhere in the middle. -.- 

I played one of my scales wrongly. 
He asked me to repeat it but I STILL played wrongly. wtf right.
So yeaaah. The piano pieces were..played a bit too fast. = =
The beats were wrong, wrong and WRONG. Arghhh. 
I'll just pray that his ears have ear shit in'em so that he didn't hear what I played. (: 
Err, yeah. I'll just keep dreaming on. LOL. 

The sight reading was unexpectedly easy.
Not reaaalllyy easy lah, but at least easier than what teacher gave. 
OH YEAH. HAHAHA. 
Guess the emo examiner was in a real good mood then? ;D
The aural tests were sooo
He actually SMILED when I answered a question. Lol? 

"What form is this piece?"  ( I forgot what he asked. -.- ) 
"Happy." 
" Why? "
" Because it's like people marching (?) " 
Then he smiled. -____-"

Pervert much? ahahaa. ;P 
kidding. 
but seriously. 

I just found out that I took my piano exam last year on the 3rd of August.
AND IT'S THE SAME DATE THIS YEAR.
How awesome is that? ;) 
We even went to the same place to eat. LOL.
Talk about Dejavu. 


My piano life is going to continue next week. (: 
fyi, I'm going to take my Grd 5 theory exam next year in March and Grd 6 practical exam in August. 
But the problem is, my theory is only at Grd 4 now. =__=" 
HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH BOTH GRADES IN FREAKIN` 7 MONTHS?
and if I can't finish Grd 5 theory, I can't take Grd 6 practical! AAAAAHHHH. 
Nervous breakdown. LOL. = =

Anyways, I have more work to do. T-T 
Magazine work yowh. = =

Updates! 
Currently working on : D-Grey Man #14 Musician's Song 

Fantastic song I tell you! HEEEEE. 
After that, I might wanna go with Listen To My Heart, Wedding Dress and First Love. 
I feel so greedy. ;P 

Currently reading : Eldest ( YES I KNOW I'M SO SLOW )
Currently doing : Geography and PJK folio. = =
Currently... : in the midst of my work. lol I sound like an OL. XD 


xoxo-
celine. ♥ is that all you've got? 




I wonder if you ever think of me?